Friday, February 8, 2013

Dreaming and Mourning

If you're reading this, then I'm sure you've read the About section of this blog. I love blogging, and I love being able to work from home. What I don't love is not having a place to reach out to all of you. Sure there are tons of forums and other sites, where you can post a question and wait a year before it gets answered. I'm tired of that system. I want to be able to cuss and scream and tell the world how bad it sucks right now, because, apparently I can get pregnant, I just can't stay pregnant.

The first miscarriage happened over Father's Day weekend. Wonderful surprise huh? I've always known that it would be hard for be to become pregnant due to having PCOS, but I wasn't expecting all this nonsense and bullshit. Yes I'm bitter right now, extremely bitter and I'm mourning

I am lucky to have a wonderful husband  who happens to have the same dreams that I do, and we share those with each other. I'm so blessed to have him in my life to support me and encourage me. I was even more excited when he said this to me:



So, here we go, walking along this path again, with the same dream and hope. Hopefully someday soon we'll reach over that rainbow and have that baby we so dearly pray for.

Will you join us on that journey?

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